I didn’t only see, I became. I felt everything as an illusion. Time felt super long, felt like I was in my chair for 12 hrs when I was only there for 20 minutes. The first two hits launched me into “space” to where I felt like a “fish”. I was tunneling into an endless mirage illusion which literally feels like stable diffusion. Then the third hit went and I melted into a new sheet of reality like I had just unlocked a master key to all my dreams all lined up on the screen. Almost like I was watching all possible realities no matter how ridiculous it was and is. The past present and future are all combined simultaneously. I remember seeing numbers but in the style of like that call of duty game black ops 1 where alex mason gets numbers stuck in his head when he gets mindcontrolled by a german scientist from ww2. Anyway, I looked at those numbers that were typing as a code for reality. When I say that, I mean it in the context that anything is possible because it’s codable. That’s why some make the analogy that god is a programmer (yes i’m atheist but when I say “god” I mean the “self” or “ego”). What I also remember seeing were “portals” or “wormholes” which are basically ripples in the fabric of space. The acknowledgment of portals led me to believe that consciousness is always here. There is no going out “far” or “close”, we are just “here”. Now after reading the numbers for ages, I heard a portal open up behind me, an entity that looked like a bizzare biblical angel looking thing was connecting to my location. Then we interfaced and I had “telekinesis” with a super simple message which was summarized as to “Just be”.

It had so many eyes 😭