You desperately need therapy and self reflection.

You didn't "attack" him first

You attacked him first.

Dont play it down.

Not once in your post do you mention that he got violent other than pushing you down.

You on the other hand were throwing stuff and kicking him.

Break up with your current bf and then do some soul searching and growing so you can stop being a cunt muffin with out remorse.

Do you compliment him in daily life when he is not putting in effort?

Answer is probably no.

But does that mean you don't find him attractive?

Yes.

I bet plenty people tried to change hitlers mind.

Guess what....

Doesn't work.

You can not change a nazi ever.

They have to do that on their own.

If they don't want to change, you will never be able to change them.

Altho... You ain't a good troll.

Do you have borderline personality disorder? You need therapy and perhaps medication to take away the edge from those emotional outbursts

This I learned by googling.

My issues with methylation I noticed when I took methylsulfonymethan for skin and nail benefits and it really messed me up x)

As for my issues with estrogen..... I have to take endogenous estrogen, and despite very low doses, my blood levels were sky high, way higher than they should be.

Erm..... Yes, the enzyme to metabolize estrogen in the liver is also of the cyp 450 family.

Cyp (450) 3a4.

Cyp3a4 as well as cyp2c9 are the ones responsible for thc metabolism.

Both of the cytochrome 450 family.

Yeah that sounds horrible.

Considering my body has some weird kinks with methylation and breakdown of estrogen metabolites.... Maybe I should do an ultra low dose the first time I try edibles x) do NOT want to experience a 3 day trip.

Boofing may actually make it less effective.

Sure, more thc enters your bloodstream, but an important thing for oral cannabis is the first pass metabolism where thc is converted to 11-OH-THC, which is just as, if not even more psychoactive than thc.

Boofing may be as short lived as inhalation, while oral consumption works for hours on end.

As a trans woman.... Nope, majority of cis lesbians will not be interested in you.

I can sing a song hour that, everyone is attracted to me till I tell them. Which is fine, but just proves your idea is stupid lol

I would very much focus on how the name will shape the future of the child.

Bullying is absolutely ruthless between children. And it can really mess you up.

The name you bestow upon your child is not only a gift, it's also a chain.

You decide whether it's a cute necklace or a spiked collar.