Folks take it easy .my son lost his mum when he was eight years old ,I had to give up driving trucks full time look after him , I found part time job washing trucks Nearly seven years latter my son 15 get him self too n from school ,I go back to driving working full time Now been current job two half years my son is 17 Dont give up Allways appreciate what you have today If your really down today Just believe I really hope the sun will rise for you Not religious thing Just human thing Keep trying , if you dont try you wont see the sun rise Give it a little time .