" feel like I’m doing anything productive. "

This is a very US mentaility i've found. You don't need to be productive at all times.

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The most important thing is "are you happy?"

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If the answer is yes you are overthinking it, if the answer is no, start digging on what makes you happy.

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There's no such think like "wasting time" unless you are doing something you don't like or love, if you are not having fun.

Want to spend 4h day playing instead of going out? as far as you are having fun, that's fine.

Want to read, study something, etc? do it! just have fun doing it.

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There are moments in time when that doesn't apply, like working hours, studying for a better job etc. But aknowledge those moments as a burden to get somewhere better and move on.

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This may be oversimplifying things but is how do i approach life in general.