Yeah, I was a victim of bad circumstances and needed to make sure they didn't get worse.

Winner mentality, risk it all on red style, can bring massive success but you just don't hear from the failures.

I'm old enough to know people who claimed to be making a fortune on crypto or forex or back in the late nineties with tech shares. Yet so often their lifestyle doesn't change and they one day go quiet. If pressed, some tell you they lost a pile. Then, as a result of the burn, they don't try again. That's loser mentality.