I planned purchases for things I could afford with my previous alcohol intake.

So far, that’s 3 pair of boots, Series X, PS5, a laptop, and a new bass. I’ve since lost count and know I shouldn’t drink again.

I also joined r/stopdrinking

I drank tons of soda water early on. 1:1 or 1:2 per drink that would be alcohol and maybe a bit more at bars. I quit before and went back after “special occasions.” It has been almost 4 years since my last drink.