Get rid or sell any hooch ya got in your house. If you can’t sell before an urge just trash it. Find an AA meeting (young people meeting if 35 or under). Just google AA meeting near me. The 12 step book doesn’t really work to well for me but the people and support are amazing. Anytime I’m down trying to find an excuse to buy some booze at the store, I have a list of 10 people to call down just incase somebody doesn’t answer. Somebody has always answer and planned to come over at some point. If you don’t have support like this in your group… get out and find another one. There’s meetings literally every minute of every day. Stay sharp amigo people still care in this shithole of a world.