Was at a similar point with my son once. It was heartbreaking. I’m sure your parents want you to be successful and realize big changes don’t happen overnight. Maybe there are small things you can do to show them (and you) that you’re taking a different path. For him, we had him start with cleaning his room and making his bed everyday. There’s no finish line where your life is deemed “fixed”. Just focus on behaviors that move you in a better direction and one day you realize you’re in a much better place.