Sitting here all teary after cancelling our Christmas trip with our 15mo & 4mo to see my parents/my side of the family interstate… I feel like after three decades of bs I finally just snapped and don’t want to put up with the toxicity/bullying… they’ve made my life hell and are the cause of a lot of my trauma… I refuse to subject my children to seeing it/becoming potential victims of it… just feeling a bit sad though still