raspy, cracking voice My name is Jonathan. I am 17 years old. I had my first cigarette at 13. My friends said it was cool, that all the cool kids smoked. They were right. A lot of big movie stars looked cool while smoking. Arnold Schwartezeggar and his cigars. Clint Eastwood, always so badass. The Smoking Man from The X-Files. James Bond, one of the most suave men in film. Even Sarah Conner and Ellen Ripley. All of them looked so cool.

raises a cigarette, places it in the hole in my throat, and takes a drag.

Smoking is cool... right?