I borrowed this book from the library and but I couldn't make it more than halfway before giving up. The prose is beautiful, the characters are interesting, but it just moves very, very slowly. It was a DNF for me.

So it's possible that this book series might not be for you. Not because I didn't like it, but because not every book is for everyone and that's okay.

Try to let go of all of the anxiety and expectations and just let yourself be you.