Not hatred, i just think you're ridiculous. You're in a state where you can legally buy safe, well made, accessible cannabis that will do EXACTLY what it says on the description and you want a 'ganja' hook up because you don't want to spend a few dollars in taxes? The fact that you're damn near thirty makes it even worse.

We've pretty much killed the illegal industry anyway. Unless you know a friend who grows for their own use and doesn't mind sharing, you're likely out of luck, and if you DO find a 'hook up' the likelihood that it will be sketchy/crap/cut/put you in a 3 day paranoid bender is significantly higher than it was 10 years ago. Just walk into a dispensary like a big boy and buy what you want.