Thank you for the update, It felt kinda nice that the Bannik and Leshy have high hopes and think of you highly. Its kind of a (scary) support system, they want you to succeed, maybe good things will come after this. To be honest I didn’t know anything about Cryptids and never heard of it also, until I came across of your post, I learned a lot from your stories, its not easy but still you keep us updated. I hope by telling us your story serves as an outlet of your frustration and exhaustion from what you are doing right now. Wish we could do something to help you with your struggle. Keep warm and take good care of yourself.