For anyone in this thread considering self-harm there are resources avalible to help you directly. Locally, Resolve Crisis center is availble to talk 24 hours at 1-888-796-8226.

Reddit itself also has r/SuicideWatch which has a community and a moderation team dedicated to assistance for those of us on the edge.

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