radraze2kx t1_j1kxjmc wrote on December 25, 2022 at 5:08 AM

I'm not really answering your question but responding to your anxiety. As someone that has gone through multiple "infinite time loops" while having focal seizures, if you're anxious about reliving your life over and over and over, simply lead the life that makes you happiest.

Before I realized I was having seizures, I struggled with "simulation theory", the idea of reincarnation over and over in the same life, being stuck in my own personal hell-loop, etc. It seemed awful, but then I decided to do what makes me happiest (which is altruism). Now, IDGAFF if I'm repeating this life over and over, because it's a great life.

DrankTooMuchMead t1_j1l9cn6 wrote on December 25, 2022 at 7:40 AM

I'm also epileptic. It sounds like the deja vu feelings have done a number on you, but I also feel like I have been connected to past lives through my experiences.

SeizuringFish t1_j1lk8sk wrote on December 25, 2022 at 10:33 AM

Epileptic gang ftw xD.. have had the weirdest experience during auras..

Hurgnation t1_j1llpm8 wrote on December 25, 2022 at 10:56 AM

I went through this as a teenager triggered from smoking pot. Absolutely changed my life (nearly ended it too), but I feel like coming to terms with this has enriched it greatly.

Interesting that you mention similar feelings, it's not something I ever talk about or thought that others might experience as well.

radraze2kx t1_j1y6wbv wrote on December 28, 2022 at 7:05 AM

yea it nearly ended mine as well. as weird as it is to say this, several years later, taking mdma for the first time fixed me.