Submitted by Educational_Glass_47 t3_y2mlg4 in tifu
I (18 F) am neuroatypical and relatively averse to touch. I don’t hate it I just want it to be done as soon as it’s too much. It’s become a real joking point between me and my friends to say “you trying to hold my hand?” Or something along the lines of “wanna cuddle bb?” (It’s all a joke and we’re aware of that) but I was watching a horror show with one of them (m 19) and he pulled the “awe you wanna cuddle?” But I actually said yes this time. I proceeded to think about it all night and have come to the conclusion I have feelings for him. I refuse to put our friendship at risk so I’m gonna push it deep down.
TL;DR-I constantly joke about being romantically attracted to my friends but now I actually like one of them ….damn
Edit: there’s a lot of reasons I want to avoid telling him but a really big one is he said he has no interest in dating anyone inexperienced you all know what I mean.