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kawnlichking t1_ixsi716 wrote

You did not f.u. You really needed to say that out loud to someone.

Believe me, I've been there. And I also thought that it was not that bad.

Do visit a therapist. It may seem difficult or annoying at first, but you'll feel better after a while. Please do.

I wish you the very best.

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samvet21 t1_ixsmkmm wrote

And let your mom know that you did.

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ViewOk4348 OP t1_ixw2193 wrote

I just don’t know how someone saying something cryptic stuff about emotions could help, esp since it is very expensive here so I will feel guilty asking mom to pay for something I may not benefit from

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voidybug t1_ixyzoh6 wrote

Right now you feel guilty and ashamed for sharing how you're feeling. That's not normal or healthy. Talking to a therapist will help you learn to not feel guilty for having emotions. Itll make you feel less alone. You'll have people on your side.

It is expensive but if your parents truly love you (assuming they can afford it) they'll want to do whatever they can to save your life. Because that's what depression is- its a fight for your life.

If you can't/don't want to go to therapy I'd suggest at least reading up on DBT skills (coping mechanisms), thought reframing (a DBT skill) and maybe shadow work (self therapy).

Please be safe and don't be afraid to reach out.

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