sounds like your first time holding bitcoin

you'll get used to it and not think about it

one bull thesis right now is that bankruptcies from mismanaged financial companies are bullish because all their crypto is going to be held by bankruptcy trustees for the next decade, off the market and constricting supply. remember: Mt Gox STILL hasn't paid out and that's been in receivership since 2013.

and the confidence has already hit rock bottom, so the existence of mismanaged companies aren't going to shake confidence in crypto more than it already has