I miss people like you around here so much, and i fully agree. OP if it's meant to be it'll be.

This made me smile fr ear to ear.

I hear what you say, thank you for being open and honest. When someone breaks trust towards/between two people it always has risidual effects.

I get the feeling that there's a little voice telling you it's your own fault, but it isn't. And youre fully ware that what one man does another very likely will not.

Don't let the bad experiences with your ex overshadow opportunitys of the here and now or tomorrow.

Well if that's how you truly feel (which i have my thoughts about) then a good talk and setting of boundaries are in order.

And you are sure you've not reached the point of moving on yet? No pressure but gut instinct is telling me otherwise 😇

Sounds like both of you have the same unspoken feelings. Why not set boundaries and explore it together?