I hope not. I hope you can find happiness in life. Or at least peace. I'm not qualified to advise you, certainly not to judge. Please think of those that love you. I don't know if you're a parent, but you're certainly a child of someone. I've always heard parents say, "I'd die for my child! Or I'd kill for my child!" And I always think, sometimes the hardest thing is to live for your child. Don't know if this relates, don't know why I said it. I wish you the best.

I had to upvote you, man. That was great. Thanks for the laugh.

So oooo sorry

Love, not lice* so sorry

Love, not lice. So sorry*

I apologize for my comment. I don't know your situation, and have no idea what you've been through. It was wrong of me to presume to address your feelings. I'm sorry you're in such a dark place right now. I hope you can find your way through it, and I hope things get better. I'll be thinking of you often, I'm sure. Lice to you and those you care for.

I'm a nobody, but I think god loves everybody. I personally believe that he only wants us to appreciate the wonder and beauty that he has surrounded us with. That, and to do good wherever we can. To spread love. I wish you well in your travels. I think you already belong to God, and I hope you let his light, love, and beauty guide you. You are in my prayers.

You're very sweet. I have cousins raised Mormon. My mother's sister married into it. Their live's were hard in our world.

So, I'm old. You are obviously young, since you typed all of that in like half a second. I just need to tell you that your past (and I have past issues too), are there. They're in the past, but they're there. They are not going to go away, and they are NOT going to move on. You are the only one who can decide to leave those issues behind and move on with your life. You have your whole life ahead of you. Think of all the things you can do! Please just decide to live your life, be who you are, and do all the amazing things you were meant to do.

Personally, and I'm not a therapist or anything, but for me these little tactics help. As I said before, I thank God each night for today. It makes me think about what I'm thankful for. There's always something, even just the way I smelled rain, or the daffodils on the side of the road. The more I do it, the more I remember. I'm up to 20 or more things a day now. Like how beautiful that clerks smile was. I also find one thing each night that "I get to do tomorrow". Like, "I get to wash my hair, shave my legs change my sheets - it's going to feel amazing" or, "I get to make an amazing chicken dinner", or "I get to smile and make someone's day better". Anything. Then that's the first thing I think when I wake up - today I get to... I still have bad times. Sometimes I spend days thinking that my life sucks, and I'm trapped, and I get so angry and cry for hours and days, and then I wake up one morning and think, "I am so lucky to have a nice soft bed - not sleeping on the ground. I can take a hot shower, I've never really known hunger, my body works - I have my limbs - I'm so lucky, I've been such a sissy. So many humans have it really bad. I am so lucky. I need to appreciate how lucky Iam. And that helps me watch more for the wonderful beauty that god sets in front of me each day. And he does. If you just watch. Also, I decided once that I was just going to be happy. Just gonna be happy, that's all. Every time I started to be depressed or feel sad, I just told myself, "nope, I'm going to be happy". It actually worked really well, but after 2 weeks, there was a major family trauma that set me back and ended that experiment. But it worked for a while. Worth a try. Hope some of this helps. Love

I am so sorry.

Need to look for a better perspective

You are the only one who can change it

I feel best when I finish the day by saying, "thank you, God, for today". It makes me think about what was good in that day. There is almost always something good, even if the day as a whole totally sucked. A pretty sunset, a patch of wildflowers you drove by, a mocking bird singing as you walked across the parking lot. Just try to find one little thing each day that you can be thankful for - I promise it will make you feel better.