They are all the shows for toddlers, even teletubbies. In hindsight and not on drugs it probably speaks for itself. Someone called it, it was the over explaining that broke everything

ADHD brain that sometimes takes over

Oh it was even worse, during the awkward overexplaining I was saying out loud like half a dozen names of people who may have set me up or have kids.

It was fucking bad

Only on rare occasions when the situation is right. I went many many years where weed didn't mess with me even with high consumption. Now I cave under all the anxiety if I have too much