>I'm thinking to myself that's it , you really done this time , you fucked up , you fucked up so bad , there isn't way back from this , this girls death is going to be on you , you will never see your family or daylight again , you fucked up , the life you know are over , you have to do something to fix it , if you're going to let this girl fall asleep she won't wake up.
Yeah it's the irrational thoughts like these that come up during hard trips that I wasn't expecting. I was convinced that my boss knew I was having a bad trip (on the weekend, 5 hours away and no contact), that I could see the future, that I was gonna marry this girl I just met. All things that seem really stupid after the fact. They're based on reality just enough to seem convincing and of course your altered mind accepts them. It can be scary.
Yousername_relevance t1_it8hgjk wrote
Reply to TIFU by eating shrooms and violently forcing my girlfriend to throw up by blackcatonacid
>I'm thinking to myself that's it , you really done this time , you fucked up , you fucked up so bad , there isn't way back from this , this girls death is going to be on you , you will never see your family or daylight again , you fucked up , the life you know are over , you have to do something to fix it , if you're going to let this girl fall asleep she won't wake up.
Yeah it's the irrational thoughts like these that come up during hard trips that I wasn't expecting. I was convinced that my boss knew I was having a bad trip (on the weekend, 5 hours away and no contact), that I could see the future, that I was gonna marry this girl I just met. All things that seem really stupid after the fact. They're based on reality just enough to seem convincing and of course your altered mind accepts them. It can be scary.