b_y_l_t

b_y_l_t t1_j5jsjun wrote

To the OP, I unfortunately cannot get to Manhattan but sending all the positive vibes I can through Reddit. Times always get tough, this won’t be your last but you have to try to relax, take one step at a time and try to have a positive outlook of “tomorrow will be better”. About 2 years ago, I was at my lowest point due to medical issues that left me paralyzed for 6 month, in a coma for 3 weeks. I was on suicide watch for 2 months. With help from professionals, I slowly got mentally stronger but what got me through the darkness was my own willingness. It surely doesn’t look like much now, but there is a lot of life to look forward to living.

You should take some time off from work/school, even if it’s for a week. Find a hobby, contact your friends/family just to chat, listen to your favorite artist. Basically try to occupy your mind with some light so it can outshine the darkness.

If you want to talk, feel free to message me.

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