i didnt really hear it back when i remember my worst event in life, but related to ocd this song was stuck in my head causing me a lot of stress. and i guess the songs meaning gives me a lot of stress as well.

i have ocd and a strong suspicion i suffer from ptsd due to a very very bad ocd attack that sometimes gets triggered and reminds me of it. rainy weather, winter time and christmas time give me memories of the events. i think i remember having an ocd issue where my mind would repeat this song indefinetly.