You overthink things and aren't buying enough indica would be my guess.

I'm an odd case with that, I've had covid twice, but neither time was it worse than common flu. I never stopped smoking the entire time and I felt fine relatively speaking. My wife and mother on the other hand both hand to go to the hospital, but luckily they don't smoke. I also never smoke with paper and only use glass or dry herb vape or the occasional live rosin dabs, so maybe that has something to do with it. I'll definitely try giving this a shot, I need something for withdrawal. I've been trying to limit myself to half a gram a day as opposed to a full gram every day.

Congrats on battling your depression by the way, that's always good to hear. Good luck carrying on with that.

Hydroxyzine you say? I too have a long unhealthy relationship with weed. I may give this a shot, thanks.

I would say, stop littering every fucking medium of communication about it. That'd probably help.

Yep, that's LSD for ya, but have you tried shrooms? Now that's something that always puts the pedal to the metal for me when it comes to personal revelations.