As a 47 year old woman, I wish I could go back and tell my 19 year old self to not waste my breath or energy on any guy who does gross shit. So I am going to tell you, he has shown you who he is. Take it to heart and move on. You won't even remember who he is. I know he feels important, but he isn't. Get comfortable moving on from shitheads and you will get to the good guy much sooner.

You notice the people who have it done bad. I am a hairstylist in a wealthy youth obsessed area. I see a lot of faces. When older ladies go too heavy with filler in the lips and cheeks and too much Botox around the eyes, they start to all look the same and get that weird puffy alien look. But a little Botox to take the edge of the lines without changing facial expression ability totally looks nice and you wouldn't even know. A little filler threaded through the lip looks beautiful. A full duck lip looks ridiculous. When stuff is done well, you don't even know the person did anything.