holvt

holvt t1_izwxaw3 wrote

Currently on my sixth month of chronic fatigue and the rest that goes with it. Possibly long covid. Lost my dream job that I just graduated and got a license for last year. Lost my health insurance that was linked to my job. Cannot collect unemployment because I cannot work full time due to my health. Cannot collect disability because it can take 6 months to be approved, and I don’t even have a formal diagnosis yet. I’ve thought about suicide in logistical sense more than I have in my entire life, and there was a point I had clinical depression. I don’t right now and I’m thinking of ending things to save everyone and myself the trouble. I won’t, and I’m thankfully fairly even keeled, but I can certainly see how others would and do.

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