that theory makes a lot of sense… it doesn’t make it any less terrifying for me though haha… i’ve been having an identity crisis ever since Mura told me all this. things have been weird.

i feel a strange urge to defend myself and insist that i am real because no matter what the circumstances, i’m still the one that grew up as “Lola”… right? or is that something a replacement would say? there’s no winning i guess.

i've been called a lot of things... but that's definitely a new one. i dunno, i've heard stories about those. i think i'd know if i was one. i'd feel something, right? i don't know.