Nice try

I think you’re a lovestruck idiot? If she has mental illnesses, she is not ready for a relationship and IT SHOWS. You’re also reaching fairly far to blame her for shit she wasn’t around for. She disappeared for 9 months but you went through with a marriage? Think of your children and just don’t with this hot mess situation. Good god.

Well, for me, I believe that consciousness and your soil is a unique YOU. And physical/temporal reality is like this kaleidoscope you can use to look through at yourself and others. And it’s constantly changing. And each different lifetime is this different perspective you never knew. Every particle has some level of awareness, which is what collapses the quantum super states. And we all share this space so our collective reality is stable because we are all looking at each other and thus find the collective same states for reality. And we make choices in that space. Hard science can make sense of HOW our bodies act like computers but could never replicate consciousness because that’s just another name for creating another life/person. Anyway, the universe is infinite so if you can imagine it, it has or will exist somewhere, sometime.

The universe is consciousness experiencing itself. There are infinite versions of you. You never end, you only learn and grow. Even the shitty stuff serves a a point of reference.

I’m extremely wishy washy about what I’d want to look at all the time. I over analyze my choices. I get tired of looking at something and would just criticize it. This piece is so natural and not trying to be photorealistic that it would be calming instead.

I would actually hang this painting and I fucking hate choosing art.