"I went to the medicine cabinet" "this is a drug??" I don't wanna go full chemistry class on ya talking about how sugars a fucking drug but there's strictest definitions everyone adheres to. & by those super strict thoughts that is indeed the intent to find a drug. There's no not knowing tf you been doing.

I mean once you've dosed? Maybe. Before your first dose do something- anything- to figure out wtf you're doing.