I don't have much but I'm feeling positive. I am at the bottom in many ways, so it can only be up from here. I cannot put my feeling good in relying on anything else, objects or people, I have to be good in myself, which I have been today. So, I can do some things, feel good in myself, get very fit, and I'll see what happens. Maybe I don't need people, but maybe others might be looking for someone who seems to have their shit together, and mine might be together now. I shall be the pied piper of delusion.