Oh that's definitely depression.

Or, imo, what OP describes is a totally normal response to this current unsustainable consumer-centric phase of human civilization.

I think the term depression merely attempts to pathologize a properly calibrated state of awareness, especially of that within middle or lower class society.

Deep down, you KNOW sooo much of what we do is a total fkn waste of time and life. But we do it anyways. Because the machine has too much momentum. Some people successfully deceive themselves into believing there's a point.

Others struggle to get out of bed.