Btw if anyone asks why don't I have family to help. Neither of my older Brothers really have the means to help. One of them works but he only thinks about himself. The other aforementioned above doesn't work he has a mental illness and he mainly collects cans and helps out the people in his old neighborhood.

My mother's family doesn't even talk to me anymore since the funeral and honestly never reached out to help when I first dealt with these issues after I told them the problems.

My dad died when I was younger. So I have no parents to go to for help. I have no grandparents as they also passed when I was young.

The most help I get is from my BF and my friends. So I'm on my own.

I was out of work for a year or two, and I had found a job recently but lost it due to a lot of transitional issues I was having. So I'm currently looking for work again.