Why do anything if it will go away because you have to work/do something you dont want to do.

Every day when I have free time, I get mad because I know I will have to go back to work in a few hours. And I know being in grad school it will never change. 5 years of this, with only a small amount of breaks. Plus the added stress of needing to be better than everyone just to make it by when everyone else is smarter than you to begin with.

Its why I am so interested in AI because it means I dont need to be smart, I can just know and understand it from the get go. I can just relax and live my life but also still have the passion for chemistry (my focus) making new discovers without working or feeling obligated to work ~60 hours.