I was laid off, once. In the 2 years prior, I was fortunate enough to live so below my means that when layoff came around I could say, "when I said this quality of life or fuck off, I fucking meant it; fuck off with that bullshit" and it not lead to a life of destitution. For those not so lucky, my condolences. I have faith you'll make it, all the same. <3 As asshole-ish as it may seem in such a time, try to use it as a learning experience (as recently got Reddit airtime). You really can only depend on yourself.