Yea. Judging by the tone of your posts, I’d guess you maybe bigged yourself up a bit prior to the event as well, which will not have helped.

Just mark it down as an L and move on. You will not find the comfort you seek on Reddit I’m afraid.

You should text her the truth and ask if next time it can be not on your face. Owen it at this. You will forever be cum on your face guy.