You’re 100000% correct here. It’s something that’s happened way too long ago and shouldn’t even be relevant to todays issues. The more I talk about it the more I think I see why I said it but it doesn’t make it okay nor justified. I definitely explained to him why I think I said it and apologized for saying it and that I do acknowledge how great of a parent he is with our child. I don’t want him to think I see less of him or anything like that. I know I fucked up. Bleh. I feel super shitty about it.