Everyone can say it's selfish but the reality is I knew her for her last month and litteraly was with her until her last couple hours she was a young women in a place she did not know who s husband and family had betrayed her she was constantly scared and as much as I wish I would have known I do know she felt she lost everything she told me the night after I chased some creep from Brattleboro out of here because she was scared to death of him she only wanted her family that's it just to know she was not alone I talked to her less than 2 hours before she made her choice and told me she was going to I've with a aunt in Waterbury I never thought she was in the dark place she was but I knew for sure she just wanted her family so I will never forget the 26 year old kid who was dumped at a shelter n a state she didn't know but I hope the family that now is all about the love and support she had is full of shit if that was the case we would not be having any of theses decisions.....Ariel I'm sorry the people you count in the most failed you and I hope your in a better place and free of the pain I will always remember you and believe me you was cared about even if it was by the people you new the shortest