Maybe. Maybe I never escape the time loop. That could be what Hell is like- getting trapped on your last day on Earth and having to die over and over

Yeah I have waaaaay too much useless knowledge in my brain about everything- foreign languages, all the world religions, ancient history, pharmacology and a bunch of other stuff that doesn't help me at all in daily life

But i still have no idea how to change my own oil or anything 😂

What language is that?

In some Asian countries, Muslims also use the name Naraka for Hell, even though in Arabic it is actually Gehennem or however you spell it

I believe it is because she is just a child so they do not drag children into suffering as they do adults. Instead those who run Naraka seem to want to show them the effects of evil karma and try to save them in other ways.

But as someone who killed her parents, she couldn't get into Heaven or anywhere, as killing your parents is an unforgivable sin necessitating rebirth in Naraka

The Buddha said there are 5 unforgivable sins that will always send you to Naraka in the end: killing your mother, killing your father, killing an Arhat (an enlightened monk), drawing blood from or injuring a Buddha, and splitting the community of sacred monks and lay followers, called the Sangha, apart. As a child, Zenaida committed two of the five unforgivable sins, so had grave impurities requiring thousands of years to recover, but since she was so young had mitigating circumstances

I figured this out from reading some of the Buddhist scriptures when i got back. Apparently Naraka is a real place from Buddhism, Jainism and Hinduism

Maybe you will see your son again in another nine or ten years, still a child with blind milky eyes. Everything comes back eventually

My goal now is to live forever.

So far, so good.

I always thought that painting was by William Blake. It is very William Blake-ish. But obviously it is Goya

Not yet, but I am asking around and hoping to get more answers soon

Next time we have a demonic child-killing entity in the neighborhood, I'll ask them for more.

Nothing new under the sun and all that.

It was quite the shitshow

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Meh, it is all doom and gloom til it isn't. 2023 will be a huge year for oil and nat gas though IMO. I'm buying solid profitable companies like Amazon and sinking the rest into Chevron and then small cap oil ETFs. Within 12 months I bet oil and nat gas will be up 50%

Um I think you mean options are not your friend. If you had put all that money into Chevron shares, you would still be down probably, but not like 99.99% down. And you would have a long term dividend stock that has 0% chance of bankruptcy that you could hold for decades without worrying

I've always been afraid I'd end up in a relationship with some girl like this. Some women really shouldn't have kids and it is best to find that out before you ever even take them on a second date