Is this Skinamarink fan art?

This reminds me of something that happened maybe ten years ago:

I had a vision that I was laughing, having a wonderful time with my first boyfriend. We were sharing an ice cream cone, and I was teasing him about how big of a bite he ate off of my ice cream. He actually apologized in the vision, and I could tell he meant it.

That vision made me feel like I could trust him. So I told him about my gift.

We never went on that date. Or any date after that.

Is... That better?

People are so judgemental...

Thank you. It's great to have support at times like this ♥️

I've spent a lot of my life pretending to be happy. I know the exact smile I do when I'm smiling when I think I should be. It's a good smile. A fake smile, but a good one.

The smile I get to die with is NOT fake.

I appreciate this. I've spent a lot of my life feeling like there is no escape. I can relate to the cat in that way.

I always hope for the good ones to come true, too!

I hope that one comes true, too!

This might not surprise you, but I've heard that before

Thank you for your concern, but I'm a grown woman, and I know what I'm choosing. People are saying nice things left and right to me, and some of them are even claiming to know what it's like to be me. But after spending my life always running away from what's coming, it's such a relief to finally be able to walk into the future willingly. At least this future I'm not alone.

Oh.

Then yeah I could talk to him about that.

I appreciate this advice, but guys don't really take the whole "I know how this ends already" thing very well. And besides, I don't want to mess up the good thing I could have with him.

And that's fine, an intense (but hopefully brief) struggle might just be worth it for the life I could have with him.