thatsoundthough

thatsoundthough t1_itadx18 wrote

Tell her that you need to resolve your own issues, end the relationship (for now, at least) and get help. You need to understand why you had that impulse so as to prevent it from happening in the future. When you've learned how to manage and get past your own shit, then you can think about getting into a relationship again.

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thatsoundthough t1_itacxm7 wrote

Definitely not limited to DMT, dude. Learn your chemistry and about the wide array of tryptamines through which many have encountered these types of entities. Perhaps you've not encountered them, but there are plenty of published reports. Do you realize that psilocin is a tryptamine? It's 4-HO-DMT. Oh, and BLESS YOUR HEART, but I'm Gen X.

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thatsoundthough t1_it5vcu6 wrote

It was no good, but also amazing. The Chemical Brothers' Dig Your Own Hole is forever burned into my memory...one of the few things I remember before everything went atomic. Was giggly when the album started, auditory hallucinations kicked in with "It Doesn't Matter," and I don't remember the album ending because I was slumped over the toilet, retching and passing out. The MAOI was definitely not needed.

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thatsoundthough t1_it5msfg wrote

Then move on. Mourn the relationship if you want to, be friends with each other if you can. If you get back together when you're both more mature, cool. If not, you just go on. This isn't a monstrous offense on anyone's part. Just be human with each other and talk. Be totally honest and respectful with each other.

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thatsoundthough t1_it5cxoq wrote

Mushroom strength can vary notably, depending on the strain and the growing situation. I've had ego death around 3 grams, but it lasted much longer at 4.5 g + MAOI (for the latter, I did vomit while passing in/out) for an hour. If your experience was legit just with natural mushrooms then I'd expect this batch was especially strong and whatever you took 6-7 g of was especially weak. Maybe?

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thatsoundthough t1_it5bcko wrote

This isn't your fight. Leave it be. Live YOUR life. You're too old to be narcing on your sister about grades.

As others have mentioned, you're offended by her dishonesty...but you violated her privacy? Nah. Move along.

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