No waaay !!!

Good job mate.

You have to establish your boundaries very early on.

Your family, kids, parents, spouse, friends, employers, society will try and claw more than you offer.

But you have to respect your boundaries and firmly communicate them with everyone.

Chestbump on the 3 am run. I’ve lost count of the number times I’ve been in that exact same situation. Stay awesome. And keep working through your journey.

It gets better. Trust me.

Wish you all the best.

Honestly, keep moving forward with your therapy. If you have made progress with your current therapist, keep going.

I look at it like a utility.

We need electricity and internet to work with the world. We need therapy to work with ourselves.

Just pour your heart out to your therapist and keep working with them.

You were a kid a long time ago when you collected these cobwebs. Today, you are an adult with limited you time to clean the cobwebs.

It will take time.

And a good gym. Healthy mind, healthy body.

Quite frankly, no harm in using those words.

See, that term “I would think” rubs contrary to statistical tests conducted at research farms.

The process that you are asking makes no sense to a farm that wants to “grow” a chicken by a few pounds to get the meat.

Identifying infected animals from no infected, segregating them, and then monitoring them needs manpower and equipment that they don’t have. And not interested in purchasing.

And then you have doubts for any asymptomatic infected chickens. This is an industry that feeds humans. No one takes that level of risk. No one.

An analogy is the old Windows xp era habit of wiping the hard drive instead of “finding” and isolating the virus. Companies that relied on data being their service, have back up chickens that get replaced instantly to keep the production line going.

I have been waiting for this my whole life!!

Haven't saved up enough for that flight though.