No. Super no. It's worrying to me that you seem to be sexualizing a normal sibling relationship, and I more strongly suggest you speak to someone about your own childhood and sibling relationship. 😬

Sharing food is not anywhere close to kissing. Imagine saying "I feel jealous of your little sister because you share sandwiches". Please reexamine your life and figure out where you got an idea like this, erase this and any other idea that came from that source. Professional help would not be out of line.

That's what I mean by effort. Compliments are not effort. They are warm air formed into sound. Sex acts are not effort. Driving across the border, making plans, following through, those are efforts. He hasn't seen you in eight months and is making no effort to see you now.

Has he ever made an effort in your relationship? The saying goes "if they love you you'll know, and if they don't you'll wonder". So...has he ever consistently made you feel loved and cared for?

Wow what a surprise. Jk, it makes a lot of sense why he thinks you would believe his bullshit. He thinks you're a dumb baby, undeserving of respect and consideration. Are you packing yet?

He's clearly letting you know that he's not committed to this relationship. He likes you, thinks you're a good catch, a good investment in his future...just not quite good enough to make up for all that possible puss he's passing up. This is a guy who will cheat if he has the opportunity.

It's not healthy to love a romantic partner unconditionally. There should be conditions, for example, respect, honesty, fidelity, emotional intimacy; without these things a relationship is an exercise in thankless sacrifice. That's not love, it's punishment. Figure out why you're so eager to sign up for being treated like shit.

Heeeey so I know you're technically an adult and all, but as your teacher and the older person, she has a duty of care towards you. Allowing a romantic relationship to even become a thought is unethical on her part. It's not a good sign of who she is as a person.

This relationship is bad. You don't trust him, he's yelling at you and threatening to leave...it's a mess. You'd be happier without this drama.

Take the happiness you can now. Every good thing eventually ends, why rob yourself of joy now? If you lived happily for 60 years and then he keeled over of a heart attack, you'd still be wishing for more time. Life is hard, it's cold, it's often cruel. TAKE THE JOY WHEN IT'S OFFERED.

The first step is the most difficult to take. Figure out logistics: he won't leave your shared home, so you'll need to find somewhere to stay..do you have savings, are you employed, can you find another place to live? Gather up important documents you have around the house, your passport, social security card, car title, anything official with your name on it. You don't want to be looking for that stuff when you're trying to move quickly, and he'll be super unpleasant once you tell him you're leaving. When you're ready to tell him, tell him. It's not a debate or discussion, you don't want an argument, no need for name calling or a big production. "I'm leaving you. I'll be moving out this date."