cthuluwamp
cthuluwamp t1_izldf0s wrote
Reply to Made by me, more in the comments by sidharthojha
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I feel like by the title of your post, the skeleton is proud of his cube.
cthuluwamp t1_iy2tp12 wrote
Reply to Childhood traumas strongly impact both mental and physical health, new study shows. For every reported type of abuse experienced in childhood, a participant's risk for PTSD increased 47%. Each cumulative trauma also increased one's risk for making a suicide attempt by 33%. by Wagamaga
So I'm like, what 30,000% likely to commit suicide?
cthuluwamp t1_ixwti0m wrote
Reply to comment by Birkeland1992 in Dissociative symptoms are common among individuals with depression, study finds by chrisdh79
I have so many problems that I couldn't begin to help you diagnose. Mine's kind of a trauma response which presents as depression. The symptom is depression, the protective technique is disassociation.
cthuluwamp t1_ixt73e0 wrote
Reply to comment by Middle_Wishbone_515 in Dissociative symptoms are common among individuals with depression, study finds by chrisdh79
the funny thing for me is that it feels like the world is just starting to catch up in the past 5 years to where I have always been mentally "geeze it's so hard being stuck inside by yourself, not seeing anyone, social media becoming your life, and havuing a hard time having conversations when you do meet up again."
cthuluwamp t1_ixt6smr wrote
Reply to comment by Anticode in Dissociative symptoms are common among individuals with depression, study finds by chrisdh79
I'm just a little guy in my head really. That's where "I" reside. The meat puppet is just what I use to interact with the illusion around me. Sometimes you can "fall back" all the way inside. try not to fall too far, because time doesn't exist there and you'll wake up much older when you choose to revisit the illusion.
I'm not spiritual by any means, but I think yoda said it best "Luminous beings are we, not this crude matter."
cthuluwamp t1_ixt66r6 wrote
Reply to comment by demar_desol in Dissociative symptoms are common among individuals with depression, study finds by chrisdh79
reading your comment I just realized I was starting to disassociate. My first sign is that my hands feel reeeally far away, like i literally couldn't tell you if they were on the desk in front of me or literally an infinite distance away, even looking at them with my eyes where I can see they are right there, I can almost "choose" whether to believe that or not.
It makes me feel like we are in an illusion universe, like I'm plugged into some matrix computer somewhere, my brain could be on one side, my remote controlled hands on the other and I am seeing through the veil by letting my mind go.
If I let myself keep going my day and night would disappear and I'd find myself sitting here in the same spot sometime tomorrow.
This always happens when I am alone.
Weirdest thing is I can totally navigate society, yet I realize just how insane what I just wrote sounds.
cthuluwamp t1_iw4arza wrote
Reply to Witch - by mor10art by Mor10-84
yeah, this is pretty much my experience with women.
cthuluwamp t1_ir974n3 wrote
Reply to comment by ChanThe4th in Adult entertainment club's event at Texas golf course surprises high school golf team by Capt_Foxch
yeah, i agree, let's get rid of cheerleaders at football games too while we're at it
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cthuluwamp t1_izmu1ax wrote
Reply to [Image] for anyone else feeling behind in life by Familiar_Finish1488
sweet! I got engaged when I was 35 and then booted when I was 40, lost everything. Not only is this showing that I'm a late starter, but It's rubbing other peoples achievements in my face because I have less now than when I was 20 and homeless.
Edit: because of this image I am seriously having a minor panic attack and am going to puke.