I don't think she's part of our dimension, I haven't ever seen her in our reality just the messages but she knows everything I do sometimes even before I do it.

I never met her before that day on the chat room, I swear to it.

I did and will never again do a deep dive on the darkweb.

I am a very lucky person.

The carving took me back to the old days when I was learning about the occult I don't think they were just looking for stuff to steal and sell, I think they planned to sacrifice me to the devil that night.

"They" don't want people to learn about things they think they can't understand

No not really

That's if they knew who it was, I've been dark for a long time the mathematics to actually figure out who I am is just as bad as trying to brute force a Bitcoin wallets private key.

I did say those sites have nothing on motherless I don't know why people never listen to me

Good thing it's just a burner account then no link back to my identity

I'm keeping everything that could actually deanonymize me quiet

True but I doubt I'm special enough to be the only one who has had something similar happen

PH, Xvid and rule34 ... are nothing compared to motherless

It's safer in all aspects to just stay away one click and you could end up seeing things you don't want to see or worse things can go from bad to worse on the darkweb.

Think of the darkweb as a well known street for all the bad things and everyone on that street with their hands out just a fingertip away from getting what they want.

I know that's why I erased everything online, all my accounts closed and deleted, I simply didn't exist after one day of closing them down.

Any device which was connected with me (from that time) got binned.

I didn't really think it was that easy especially in this day and age to just disappear.

It could be that or it could be my paranoia telling me that, either way I'm going to stay away.

The deeper you go the worse things become, I'll never go back but I have been seeing a mental health nurse and this entire situation has given me depression and anxiety which I'm taking meds for.

Thank you.