It would be extremely unethical for your doctor to pursue a relationship with you because you are her patient. She may be a cis woman and uncomfortable with another women desiring her. You have also put her career in jeopardy. No wonder she is standoffish.

She probably feels very awkward around you because she doesn't want to undo any progress you have made during your stay at the hospital. It's probably best to forget about her and move on.

You could reply that you find that his treatment of you is condescending and disrespectful and you do not owe anyone respect. Respect is earned and he isn't anywhere close to receiving that from you. I think your father is angry because you rebuff his attempts to communicate with you. Tell him you still aren't ready to talk to him and his approach is making you not want to try. Tell him to not communicate with you until a future date like your next birthday and you will try to have a conversation if you can.

Have you been to therapy? It might help you.

Saturday Night Live

No, this let's the pastor put her affairs in order, cutting out the cheater if she wishes

Your story is incoherent gibberish.