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Ambient-Shrieking t1_iyf8k3p wrote

Be brave, talk about it. Find someone who's trustworthy and dependable who can help you learn to slowly expand your comfort zone.

Changes take time, and it's natural to not care about things you're not invested in. If you don't spend your time socializing or working or giving yourself a sense of direction, then you'll naturally be somewhat bad at those things, and it's always frustrating to be bad at things.

I understand that this is a big mental barrier to overcome, so big in fact that it's like a mountain and it seems immoveable, but it's actually quite moveable. A mountain is moved one stone at a time. Even if you can only remove one stone from the mountain a month at first, that's progress, that's moving forward, that's growth. Compare that to what the future becomes if you continue giving up and believing you're not worth the effort it takes or that you're somehow less capable than others, and it's fairly evident that you're comparing a stagnating life to one that's starting to bloom.

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Familiar_Finish1488 OP t1_iyfa3lz wrote

Ok great advice… but tbh it’s hard to compare a physical issue with an abstract mental issue. You can measure and know exactly how much time it will take for you to move that mountain stone by stone… cause you can physically see the problem and do calculations and estimate when it will be fixed for good. But this is a very abstract intangible issue and it’s full of uncertainty if I knew exactly how much time it takes for me to fix this I would motivate myself to do so… but i can’t just rely on hope cause hope is blind and fickle. I know many people rely on that and works for them but I’m not faithful person. Moving a mountain seems way easier and attainable than what I’m experiencing

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