I am actually demisexual so you're not far off

It's not an itemised bill so all it shows is the amount of minutes and texts I've used, not the numbers I've rung or texted.

Well, yes...

Yeah, as I've agreed with literally everyone who's said that already

I didn't say they were or that the second was bad, I just said hopefully the first

I'm not even sure if we have that network in the UK...

No I see your point, the way I was thinking ultimately made me mess up the entire thing and I won't be looking to date anyone again any time soon. No point putting anyone else through that again, at least not until I figure out my own issues around dating. And no, he was actually really nice and very confident about the entire thing whereas I was not clearly.

Honestly I don't think there'll be a next one, not for quite a while anyway.

You're honestly probably not wrong, although I'm sure a lot of people have doubts before they go on dates. They're probably just not as reactionary as I was which is an issue all of its own anyway.

Damn, I'm sorry that happened to you, shame you can't find him. And thank you!

Yeah I thought of that and I'm aware of that too don't worry, I am very aware that I have some issues I need to work through. Thanks

You're probably not wrong

Oh, he deleted his account on there so I can't message him on the dating app at all, his profile is gone. And I did try to add him on Snapchat hoping he'd see the "see who added you" email but I guess not

Reinstall what? I still have Snapchat, it's him that doesn't so even if I send a message to him there he won't see it

I don't get emails, all the stuff for my contract is on the networks app so I can just check things through there. I looked for the specific months statement but like I said, it just said how many texts I'd sent.

Monthly contract, I tried to find it but all it comes up with is how many texts I've sent, no numbers

I have never had a phone statement and wouldn't know how to get one

Yeah, which he also deleted when we started talking... And maybe but it would still be a little weird if I just rocked up in his hometown trying to find him

It was on a dating app, I think if I went and found him irl it would be a bit stalkery

I gave him my number and he text me from that so I don't have his anywhere, didn't even write it down to spite myself like I usually would

Hopefully the first one...

I have an android and the number/text thread would usually be sent to the "recycling bin" but I deleted them from there too and apparently didn't have them backed up, so yeah, I was stupid.