Yesterday at lunch, my friend and I, (I will call her Anna)were kind of joking around, we were in a good mood and it was all light-hearted. Then, without thinking, I said, "Your mom's a hoe". I was quite surprised I said that as it came out of my mouth so suddenly, and I am never that type of person unless I feel comfortable around someone.
Her reaction? Well, it wasn't that bad in person as she kinda laughed it off a bit, but she kinda looked awkward. I thought that things were fine, just a little slip-up joke that nobody understood.
At home, I was tending to my usual duties, when a received a text from Anna. She said that she was confused and she didn't know how to react--she also mentioned that it wasn't a nice thing to say. I was quite shocked that I received this text, and I did not even expect a negative response from her. Anna's use of internet slang is quite trendy, and she sounded like any other gen-z who goes on TikTok, so I thought that she would be familiar with the "your mom" jokes. I understand that from her perspective, it is my fault, but from my perspective, it's all misunderstanding.
This morning, she was in my English class, and our seats are placed right next to each other. I explained that the statement was not intentional, and that it was not supposed to be genuine. She gave a neutral response: Ok.
We stopped talking for the rest of the day and I am here racking my brain out because I don't know if she still want to be friends. I would give her time to think, but it's giving me a hard time and I can't focus on my schoolwork or have a good night's sleep.
I am in need of advice to mend our friendship.
TL;DR I made a "your mom" joke and my friend won't talk to me anymore. What do I do?
EDIT: Forgot to mention that I did apologize through text yesterday, however she left me on read.
EDIT: Today at lunch, she went up to me and explained that it wasn't that big of a deal and that she wants us to still be friends. Thank you for all the advice, I was planning on asking her straight up, but I decided to give her time which resulted in this.
harleyspoison267 t1_iqziirh wrote
It's possible you inadvertently hit too close to home. My fiance and I have a pretty no holds barred style of comedy with each other, including stuff like his kids, my parents, etc. BUT his mom and him were very close and she passed away many years ago which has lead to him kind of idealizing her (she was an amazing woman by all accounts tho). He does NOT find your mom jokes funny. Even stuff I would consider innocuous like saying his mom has an old lady name (she does). This is a guy who frequently tells me with a serious face he wants to divorce me, as a joke, but I can't say a word about his mom. I could be petty and make a huge deal out of it, but the reality is, he loved her a lot, he still misses her, and it's just not funny, so I don't, as a courtesy. I completely understand making an innocent mistake. I frequently shove my feet in my mouth so I get it, but I think you owe your friend a genuine, well thought out, apology. Also understand that if this was triggering, she may need time to come to you on her own terms. That's her right. I hope it works out. I know how horrible it is to lose friends because of one stupid thing because people can't be willing to set aside and forgive.